30 July 2005
My Dearest Friends and Family-
Every time I sit here, I think to myself "how can I entertain my readers today?" Bringing you all into my life has become a fulfilling and has brought a completeness with it that has become second to none.
I have met some of the most wonderful people here at my site and these will be the ones that I cherish even when I am long gone from here. With that, I thank you.
On Thursday, I got a frightening phone call from Beverly telling me that she was having severe pain in the belly. Normally, I would have not thought as this to be severe.
But Bev was 20 weeks pregnant.....
And we lost the baby.
There is no words to describe the emotions that I had going through my mind and trying to keep it physically and emotionally together for her was, no question, the hardest thing I have ever done.
Bev is doing very well physically and still struggles with the emotional loss from time to time, but I have convinced her that her still being here is all that I am concerned with at this time.
So, for now, I will be stepping back from my entries here and concentrating a little more on my immediate family.
Don't think of this as a farewell, but a "see ya later" type of thing. I will resume this journal, in its entirety sometime soon. It could be next week, it could be next month, but for now, I cannot give it a time factor.
Thank you all for coming to this site and I will be back soon....I promise.
Rounding Third and Heading Home,